Realization

[eredien]

Oh my God it's been a decade since I started college.

I could have lived without realizing that this week.
Even though I had no career I was usually able to say, "well at least I have figured out friendship and love a lot better in the last few years, and am working on building a career for myself and making myself mentally healthy." But now I can't even say that.

So freaking depressing

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I don't think I've ever met anyone who will confidently say that - I'm not denying that's depressing. In my experience however, the more you try and achieve those things, the harder they get. Only when I relax and try and enjoy the things in life I like, will I - when I look back on things - get the impression I'm maybe making some kind of progress. Just be a little selfish, have some fun, visit some old friends.

take care