Found: one dream, some kind of conviction

[eredien]

The Fay Novel likes me (read: I'm managing not to burn myself out on this one yet) although I sensed I was alienating a potential audience from the first sentence--it's terribly style-heavy. I want to work on it obsessively this weekend; unfortunately parents are vising.

I finally found the dream-post I was looking for as a reference-note. Unfortunately, it did not contain the information I thought it did--the name of Oberon's boy-changeling--but that's my subconscious' fault for not including that in the first place, and not mine. Finally stuck it into my memories under writing-references, where I will be able to actually find it again when I want it instead of going through six months' worth of post titles.

In other news I have found that I think I ought to live in Gerbilhouse for a while at least before finding some other place, because I re-read Thrud's Inspiring Email again and was reminded that I Am 'Bash and Everything is Going to be OK.

Later, thoughts on literature and writing the 'what do I want to do for a job' email.
Now: cleaning, showering, putting laundry away, and trying to head to Gerbilhouse to progress on Pinoko costume before parents arrive.

After making an appointment at the doctor's for next month...
...because, dammit, I can't go on feeling like a truck hit me every morning as I have been doing for the past month. Something is wrong and I need to find out what it is so I can fix it and go to work on a regular basis and become a responsible person.

I'm not scared.

Comments

[lotusbiosm.livejournal.com]

Good for you. Good for you for saying "I don't need to feel like this". And I'm glad you've figured out at least the immediate future in terms of housing. There's nothing like not knowing where you'll be sleeping to add stress to your life.
And keep plugging away on the writing.
*hugs*