So not fun.

[eredien]

So, I get to Penn station and there's a bomb threat. I don't get home until an hour afterwards and I'm starving and fall into bed. I spend some time getting to sleep because something is bugging me.

I wake up this morning and do housework and then my sister comes home and my dad comes home and tells us that our grandfather died (Pip, my grandfather on my dad's side. Syona, I think you met him?).

He apparently just fell asleep and then died, which was nice as death can be. I'm glad I'm home, because if I was at school and this happened I would be really much more upset.
I was thinking of him all week; small things I saw (a comic strip, a shirt) kept reminding me of him; I think this was the universe's way of preparing me.

My grandmother's okay I guess; she's a little out of it. My other grandparents (my mom's) are okay in Florida.

I really want to go down there and visit them now.

I'm okay. Kind of numb. My mother doesn't know yet, she's been away on a business trip all day and so we have to wait for her to come home.

My sister and I are going to go up to my pastor's and my friend E's house to talk and maybe find something to eat.

I'm not feeling much of anything yet. I've been that way for a few weeks now.

Comments

[wayman.livejournal.com]

*hug*

[homasse.livejournal.com]

I am so, so sorry to hear about your grandfather, chica. *hugs*

[batshua]

I'm so sorry for your loss. If you need to talk, I'm here.

[thespooniest.livejournal.com]

Hugs from me, and from Sei as well.

[fiddledragon.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[raki.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry for your loss.

[weirdquark]

*hugs*

[signy1.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm so sorry. If you need me, I'm here.
*hugs*

[(Anonymous)]

Mrr. I am very sorry to hear of it. *hug*

-Astarloa

[daisho.livejournal.com]

They're belated, since I've been away for a week, but you have my sympathies nevertheless. Hope you and your family are okay.