Eredien's Journal

It does sound to me like this could be a problem with a medical or psychological kind of solution. It's probably worth it to investigate and find out if that's so, because if you can make the problem go away then your options open up again. It might even be worth taking a not so satisfying job for a while if you need to do that to get the health insurance needed to deal with that... although as someone else said, it might not be necessary to do so.

Good luck!