People in Boston

[eredien]

People in Boston, I would really like to watch some kind of media with you, at your home or somewhere where I do not have to pay for a movie. I need some low-key hanging out with friends, because what I have been doing for the past several evenings is either high-drama angsting, or silently typing into a screen more or less alone in a really quiet apartment, which left me drained and with no energy during the day to seek out company. It would be really good and nice if you could contact me and plan a thing, and all I had to do was show up and sit somewhere, because I do not want to be the one making plans or badgering other people to make plans.

Some things that might be good:
- movies
- plays
- hanging out and listening to music without much talking

Some things that might be bad
- I am too achy to cook (I am having trouble holding things for a long period of time, which happens when I am stressed)
- I am too depressed to sit around trying to make polite small talk over dinner, because when people ask me how I am or what I am going to do next I don't know, and have no neutral thing like a job to talk about instead.
- Going out to eat is also kind of expensive and awkward for the same small-talk reason, plus it makes the other diners look at me funny when I start crying, plus all the restaurants I want to go to have sad things associated with them now.