Relationship & Sex Blog Opt-On

I had started thinking about keeping a relationships and sex blog before rax 's and my recent breakup, and have now decided that it is more important than ever for me to start one.

I realize that to some of you the idea about blogging (rather than simply privately journaling) about relationships and sex may seem crass or too uncomfortably open, and I have to say that while I do not agree with your opinion--I think a blog, any blog, can be a tool for both private and public conversation and reflection in a way that a private journal cannot be--I don't want people who won't want to read about things that will make them uncomfortable to feel like the idea of my writing about this stuff was going to be sprung on them. So, I'm going to keep this post up top for several weeks, so people can really give consideration to whether they want to be on my new relationships and sex blog friends-list, or not.

I will probably start writing in said blog later today.

Please comment below if you would like to opt-ON to the friends list for the new blog. Otherwise, you will not be on it.

You can also ask questions, etc.

Thanks!

Meds

I really wish I'd been able to get on meds at any time since January of this year, which is when I admitted to myself and my therapist that I needed them. I think that everything would not feel as bad right now because probably things would have felt much better earlier and I could have avoided this whole thing if only I had been able to admit that I needed them earlier.

I'm so tired of feeling this depressed day-in and day-out no matter what else is going on in my life; it's like pure sadness is my constant companion. And I really wish I had been able to find a therapist in Bloomington who was not on vacation for all of July.

rax says that she can see being ok from where she's standing, but for me I was finally starting to see ok before we broke up, and now ok seems as far away as nebulas.