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The Fay Novel likes me (read: I'm managing not to burn myself out on this one yet) although I sensed I was alienating a potential audience from the first sentence--it's terribly style-heavy. I want to work on it obsessively this weekend; unfortunately parents are vising.
I finally found the dream-post I was looking for as a reference-note. Unfortunately, it did not contain the information I thought it did--the name of Oberon's boy-changeling--but that's my subconscious' fault for not including that in the first place, and not mine. Finally stuck it into my memories under writing-references, where I will be able to actually find it again when I want it instead of going through six months' worth of post titles.
In other news I have found that I think I ought to live in Gerbilhouse for a while at least before finding some other place, because I re-read Thrud's Inspiring Email again and was reminded that I Am 'Bash and Everything is Going to be OK.
Later, thoughts on literature and writing the 'what do I want to do for a job' email.
Now:cleaning, showering, putting laundry away, and trying to head to Gerbilhouse to progress on Pinoko costume before parents arrive.
Aftermaking an appointment at the doctor's for next month...
...because, dammit, I can't go on feeling like a truck hit me every morning as I have been doing for the past month. Something is wrong and I need to find out what it is so I can fix it and go to work on a regular basis and become a responsible person.
I'm not scared.
I finally found the dream-post I was looking for as a reference-note. Unfortunately, it did not contain the information I thought it did--the name of Oberon's boy-changeling--but that's my subconscious' fault for not including that in the first place, and not mine. Finally stuck it into my memories under writing-references, where I will be able to actually find it again when I want it instead of going through six months' worth of post titles.
In other news I have found that I think I ought to live in Gerbilhouse for a while at least before finding some other place, because I re-read Thrud's Inspiring Email again and was reminded that I Am 'Bash and Everything is Going to be OK.
Later, thoughts on literature and writing the 'what do I want to do for a job' email.
Now:
After
...because, dammit, I can't go on feeling like a truck hit me every morning as I have been doing for the past month. Something is wrong and I need to find out what it is so I can fix it and go to work on a regular basis and become a responsible person.
I'm not scared.